Milo
Milo
I’ma spin and spin and spin and spin again.
Gutted, I was, the day you left my side, but I understood that it was no one’s fault but mine. I pushed you away, wearing my pain on my sleeve while pursuing a passion that stemmed from that very pain. In the end, you decided to choose yourself and I could never fault you for that. But, it hurt and still does til this day.
Anticipation. It kept me waiting for the day you’d walk back into my life. I padlocked my heart to keep everyone out until that day came because there was something in me that convinced me that life wasn’t cruel enough to keep us apart. I kept the faith that you’d return.
Dazed, I considered myself the day that you did, knowing there was no way I would let you go again. In any capacity, I needed you in my world, so even with stipulations, I agreed. It didn’t matter how much or how little, I just needed you there.
Crushed, I am knowing that we’ve grown to be different people with different views on life and we’re no longer aligned. But, baby, I’ma spin and spin again until we are. Because there’s no nigga in the world who deserves to love you more than I do.
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Milo, a man that'll spin the block for you and recognizes when they f***** up. A complex man who runs from his fears, his trauma and grief all because he doesn't want his parent's story to become his. Nature was patient and put a timeline on her body and accomplishments, little did she know, Milo was spinning that block and ensuring that he would be her first and last for everything. Now baby Christina? Where are the Eisenberg's when you need them?!
If you gonna spin the block..this how you do it. See a man going after what he wants but a woman firm on the hurt. Right person wrong time, but time apart makes you see clear. 10 out of 10
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